Anticipation

The shitty thing about anticipation is that you can eventually build up so much of it that nothing will be able to top what you have in your head.

But if we change our ideals and never expect anything, that's such a boring life to live.

It's like the night before a big event in your life and you can't sleep cause your tummy is fluttering, but when you wake up, Christmas is canceled or he is a terrible kisser.

Yeah. That's the same.